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Reply to comment by oolong in On life and how it ends [tw discussion of suicide] by nomorepie
Yeah ;( All of my connections outside the USA have some degree of stakes in here (beyond the usual influence the US has worldwide). I'm already in on the "humanity is one organism on the earth, individuals are illusions and borders are lies" thing, but the only non (us) americans I know who talk about local politics are Canadians, which is already pretty heavily intertwined with US politics. I liked to think of myself as a global thinking person, but I've been looking increasingly local, and thinking more and more exclusively about US politics (and the politics of other nuclear-armed nations).
Regarding the first article:
tldr: I read the first article and took away about as much as a non-anthropologist might take away from an anthropology academia paper. I end this section asking how you found this article / how this article ended up on your reading docket?
I do very much appreciate the articles. I've been hungry for Brainy Readings after leaving academia, but there are few forums on the internet where such things are discussed that aren't also LessWrong-likes. I have to admit that I've only read the first one through so far
I started to write something of a book report for the first article that I've had to pare down a lot. Tbh, at first I didn't think I was the target the audience for the first article. The abstract felt like an impenetrable wall (and, at least in my field, that was supposed to be the easy part), but I was pleasantly surprised to see that the rest of the article was the simple thesis, elaborated thoroughly, with a hefty contextualization in an academia I am not part of.
I had some prior background which helped contextualized the sections pertaining to language oppression in the US, Canada and China. I internalized some of those facts but otherwise it felt like too much for me to chew.
But most of what I cut out from the first and second drafts of this reply is "I can't appreciate this entirley". (I know this comment is already so comically long that I had to cut it into sections, but it was way longer!) The field is a bit too distant for me, some terms or ideas are a bit too abstract for me (is it really appropriate to label this academic article 'militant'? Is racism really inherent to any state? These are the ideas which need more elaboration for me to agree with.). It feels like liters of information flowing into my brain which only has room for a pint.
I'm curious, what got this article on your reading docket? When I was in undergrad and grad school, I usually read articles as part of an assignment, or research, or for a presentation for student organizations. Without a question to answer, or deliverable to produce, I felt my reading was directionless.
Regarding the second article, and more of a reply to you:
So I haven't read the second article through yet, and I have a separate 300 words on that already. But I really regret not reading this one first. I feel like I've internalized a lot more from this article (which I've read for only ~10 minutes so far, compared to the ~90 on the first article).
But it's been about 100 hours (I'm sorry it took so long, and I'm sorry I didn't even finish the second article yet!) But yes you did indeed make sense! I'm sorry it took me so long to reply.
Anyways, I am going to read that second paper eventually (probably in the next 50 hours)
twovests wrote
Reply to comment by oolong in On life and how it ends [tw discussion of suicide] by nomorepie
(sorry for being late to reply, i'm still reading the first paper, i just wanted to send you an acknowledgement at the ~50h mark lol. i'll be back here)
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Reply to comment by oolong in On life and how it ends [tw discussion of suicide] by nomorepie
Yeah, that's entirely fair. I'm sorry about being Americentric but I also don't know how I would be less so from my positionality. I can only post from the sum of what I know, which has been poured into my brain inside America.
I don't mean to ask for an essay but I'm also not firm in my stance and want to know more? I think suicides to send a message are still probably usually a waste of the rest of a life. But I want to know more about your viewpoint in general (or at least the paper you mentioned? I know only a tiny bit about Tibet and the general history of Chinese imperialism, and even less about Tibetan self-immolation.) (And it's not unthinkable to me that censorship and repression could be so strong that self-immolation is the only way at all to spread a message, especially when so many people are doing it. But I don't know enough to go the rest of the way and imagine anything specific about the impact it would have.)
(I also am eager to discuss suicide in general and I appreciate this thread a lot so I hope my first comment doesn't monopolize this whole thread lol)
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Reply to comment by twovests in On life and how it ends [tw discussion of suicide] by nomorepie
Oops, I edited out my asterisk; so * there is good reason to speculate Aaron Bushnell might have been trans, people who knew Bushnell said otherwise. It's touchy, so I'll just quote Bushnell's name and use proper nouns.
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Reply to comment by oolong in On life and how it ends [tw discussion of suicide] by nomorepie
Sorry; I should clarify what I mean. By "cheap and quick", I really do just mean that the amplification is real and short-lived. And I only have my American political context here.
The self-immolation protest suicides in Tibet are something I really didn't know much about at all. (Other than searching up their wiki articles after having had read your comment.) I'm only speaking in my context as someone in the USA who's mostly aware of these suicides in how they interact with politics in America.
I can only readily recall two examples (other than suicide attacks), even though I know there were many more. The most salient being "Aaron Bushnell"* self-immolating last year. The anniversary is tomorrow and I doubt it'll be remembered at all.
And by "cheap", I'm trying not to fedpost here, but far-right terrorists in America have conducted suicide attacks that have proven to have real political gains. Trump might not be in the office today if his supporters didn't show ten years of evidence that they're willing to throw away their lives and drive and shoot and kill for him. I think suicides amplify a message, but don't have the same chilling effect that suicides attached to terror attacks do.
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I feel for that. I think "copycat suicides" really are a serious problem. I think suicides to prove a point are usually just a waste. They're a cheap an quick way to amplify your voice a little bit, at the cost of ever being able to speak again.
That said, suicide is also a pretty good solution to almost every personal problem. So much of the dialogue around suicide refuses to acknowledge this, because "We concede that suicide is a reprieve from all pain forever" probably isn't good messaging." Trying to reduce suicides is probably a good thing.
And I'm not sure a peer group of depressed and suicidal individuals wouldn't just fuel each others' worst tendencies.
This is a difficult point for me. There used to be such a group on Reddit that did go into the "Suicide will end your pain but also put it onto others, and most suicidal people really shouldn't do it, etc." It was legitimately good and useful dialogue with decent moderation.
When Reddit banned the community, it found another form, and it lead to many many premature deaths. I know people who have died after discovering methods on the offshoot community. I think these communities are possible to exist as something healthy, but that's very difficult to do and is also a huge liability.
I don't have any answers here, I'm sitting here with you on this. It's a subject I love to talk about but it feels like such a danger. It's very unique as a taboo.
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Reply to comment by rain in How do you do your taxes, fellow feminists? by twovests
I'm wondering, where do you(/does her) start with this? Is the result something you can feel confident that you won't be audited for?
twovests wrote
Reply to comment by neku in I made this post to sniff out everyone who has a low self esteem and acts like they feel they deserve to be insulted. by flabberghaster
you're quite nice but i can be mean! i just know nothing bad about you
twovests wrote
Reply to I made this post to sniff out everyone who has a low self esteem and acts like they feel they deserve to be insulted. by flabberghaster
Personally I feel offended that you would interpret my participation in a silly post as an indication that I have "low self esteem". I feel insulted that you would think I have such a sick and twisted worldview that I would think anyone can deserve to be insulted.
My heart is broken
(this is a bit and i love u)
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Reply to comment by neku in I made this post to sniff out everyone who has a low self esteem and acts like they feel they deserve to be insulted. by flabberghaster
if it means anything, i spent several minutes trying to think about anything negative about you. i couldn't
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Reply to i've finished one (1) raspberry pi project by emma
i appreciate you sharing this experience!! i have been considering doing something similar with openwrt. does working on the pi offer you any automation / relief from the openwrt woes you had on the old router? and why did you choose a compute module?
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just_roast
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Reply to comment by oolong in romanticizing lesbians the way people romanticize gay men. romanticizing gay men the way people romanticize lesbians. "genius of the year" by twovests
been trying to think of any romanticization of nonbinary people, or how one would, and my thesis is that romanticization is all about gender roles, and nonbinary people generally don't embrace those
but then i learned popeye the sailor is canonically nonbinary
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Reply to comment by emma in It feels like February 2020 again, doesn't it? Am I the only one? [CW; dirings] by twovests
Yeah, that matches it.
I'm very scared lol
twovests wrote
Reply to i've finished one (1) raspberry pi project by emma
For those who don't want to click the Twitter link:
I THINK, HITLER,GOEBBELS,GORING,HIMMLER,& HESS ARE LIVING IN ICLOUD….
@cher, 1:39 AM · Jan 18, 2015
twovests wrote
Reply to comment by nomorepie in Tragic: The really good turkish take-away where i was going to get a falafel wrap for lunch is closed for the month because the owners are on holiday by Jenheadjen
did you get falafel?
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Reply to comment by devtesla in I've hated Elon Musk since the days he was just the annoying guy redditors all loved. by flabberghaster
Yeah, I thought Musk was one of the cool billionaires who did fun things. I wasn't cognizant enough to understand how harmful the hyperloop thing was.
Simpsons Episodes are happening to our country, oh my god
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Reply to comment by neku in I've hated Elon Musk since the days he was just the annoying guy redditors all loved. by flabberghaster
Shortly before that, I was working in autonomous vehicle research. His "Tesla's are now fully self driving" complete lie was so disastrous for the field.
It made it hard to sell "AV is a solvable problem but we still need to research it, and research what we can do in a post-AV world". His cars didn't even use LIDAR!
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Reply to I've hated Elon Musk since the days he was just the annoying guy redditors all loved. by flabberghaster
Reddit timeline:
- "Child porn is the last bastion of free speech" ❌
- "Bacon is tasty" ❌
- "We must stop SOPA" ✅
- "We caught the Boston Bomber!" ❌
- "PETA is stupid" ❌
- "Elon Musk is so epic, yay space!" ❌
- "It's about ethics in games journalism" ❌
- "The fappening" ❌
- "Ellen Pao is a bitch!" ❌
- "We must save net neutrality" ✅ (kinda)
- "General agreement that Donald Trump sucks" ✅
- "Spez is an asshole and this API change is bad" ✅
- "Spacegoating protest voters for Trump's election" ❌
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While that's the big appeal with Linux, you can do this natively in MacOS's terminal, and with only a little bit of extra pain in Powershell on Windows :^)
That said, "terminal works good" is one of the big Linux > MacOS >>> Windows thing. Now you can write down that ffmpeg
command you did and save it in a grimoire for future use! :D
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Reply to comment by hollyhoppet in IPS ROM Patcher. Nifty, in-browser utility for patching ROMs with IPS files. by twovests
you might not know this, but you can get them online nowadays!
i'm a certified ROM reseller, i can give you 100 roms for $30 or 300 roms for $50 :D
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Reply to my dad found out about my name change by victoria
(First, I am very happy and relieved to see you again, despite the circumstances. You are welcome here and we love you.)
But, yeah, fuck :( That's a shitty situation and I can relate to it. 🫂
twovests wrote
Reply to comment by devtesla in warning for psychic damage specifically to devtesla by hollyhoppet
yeah, that's what i'm saying!
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Reply to comment by missingno in Three handheld consoles, one review so far by twovests
I'm feeling similarly. I want these GameBoy shaped devices to target up to the PS1 (2D games, at least, like SotN), and then maybe a SteamDeck or similar device.
As an update, I got my RG35XX+ working again. Not sure why, but I might have re-flashed the firmware incorrectly. So, it's back in the running.
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Reply to today in job postings that make me feel like severance is less exaggerated a parody than one might initially think by hollyhoppet
I started listening to the Severance podcast, and Ben Stiller and Adam Scott compare Atlassian's Confluence (the worst wiki software in the world, as you probably know; it's so bad) to the Severance procedure, with wording very much like what you quoted in the post.