toasthaste

toasthaste wrote

Reply to comment by Dogmantra in Potion Seller by hollyhoppet

just want to say the names of some of his other videos I like. wowza. in a perfect world. thank you for your time (that's not a video title that last one is me)

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toasthaste wrote (edited )

Reply to comment by neku in Potion Seller by hollyhoppet

i remember not liking it at all when I first saw it, and then somehow time passing aged it incredibly well

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toasthaste OP wrote (edited )

Reply to comment by hollyhoppet in good luck hoppet by toasthaste

your discord status said something about wishing you luck with job thingies, listen im just following orders (will feel very silly if it turned out i misread something but oh well!!! good luck anyway!!!!)

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toasthaste OP wrote (edited )

I super don't want someone to help me imagine those scenarios, brain conjuring them up endlessly against my wishes already XD

I know Joy, I know what she's like in relationships, I've met her partners-- those relationships are NOT going anywhere. She is VERY VERY good at relationships! She is a devoted and committed partner and those are explicitly Maximum Commitment Life Partnerships. Sure, unexpected unlikely things can always happen but just. Thinking that way lies madness.

it fucking sucks

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toasthaste OP wrote (edited )

Yeah, it really sucks. And then of course part of my brain-- because we both WANT to date each other, and get a lot out of it-- is going haywire with "well maybe some of the circumstances will change one day." I mean they theoretically COULD, but. I worry I'm gonna holding a candle for her, going "who knows, maybe something'll change" forever if I let myself.

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