devtesla

devtesla wrote

Reply to final vent by ___

So I don't know if anything that happened to you counts legally as sexual assault, or if you would define it that way at all, but I recognize the feelings you're going through really clearly. In my own experience I know that even things on the right side of the line can mess you up! It would probably be worth it to look around the RAINN website and maybe give them a call.

Whenever I get in a panic about something, the most comforting for me is "what is the next best thing I can do". I sounds like you've done a lot of the next best things, you're staying with a friend, you're not doing too much, you're giving yourself time to recover. I think that's all you should ask of yourself right now.

I check jspt pretty often so reach out if something comes up. Thank you for posting and I hope it helped to get things out a bit.

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devtesla wrote

Reply to final vent by ___

Hi, I don't think we talked before but I read through this and I see that the world feels small and painful for you now. But the world is big and there's more in it than you can possibly know, and more room to be happy than you can see at this moment.

You can message me here if you want, and I've got some more to talk about, but I wanted to get a message out.

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devtesla OP wrote

Reply to This connection is not private by devtesla

I did some lookin up and the certs for MSPA becoming fucked isn't a surprise, as no one knows who's running the homestuck website anymore. VIZ used to have the rights but hasn't for a while now, it might be back with Hussie and he's just not doing anything with it (which is his right tbh). Anyway all will be worn away by the sands of time, except homestuck actually there's an unofficial reader that's extremely through.

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