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toasthaste OP wrote (edited )

Reply to comment by hollyhoppet in good luck hoppet by toasthaste

your discord status said something about wishing you luck with job thingies, listen im just following orders (will feel very silly if it turned out i misread something but oh well!!! good luck anyway!!!!)

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toasthaste OP wrote (edited )

I super don't want someone to help me imagine those scenarios, brain conjuring them up endlessly against my wishes already XD

I know Joy, I know what she's like in relationships, I've met her partners-- those relationships are NOT going anywhere. She is VERY VERY good at relationships! She is a devoted and committed partner and those are explicitly Maximum Commitment Life Partnerships. Sure, unexpected unlikely things can always happen but just. Thinking that way lies madness.

it fucking sucks

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toasthaste OP wrote (edited )

Yeah, it really sucks. And then of course part of my brain-- because we both WANT to date each other, and get a lot out of it-- is going haywire with "well maybe some of the circumstances will change one day." I mean they theoretically COULD, but. I worry I'm gonna holding a candle for her, going "who knows, maybe something'll change" forever if I let myself.

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toasthaste wrote

Reply to comment by neku in im the greatest gamer in the world by neku

yeah I think I could probably get preeeetty far if I put the time into it (tho I genuinely think the hardest stuff is just fundamentally beyond my skill level/reaction time), but I thought about it and decided that I just didn't have it in me to spend that kinda time on it! and gosh the steel soul stuff, if I got pretty far and failed I think I'd just give up, I don't have the determination, the chutzpah

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toasthaste wrote

Reply to comment by neku in im the greatest gamer in the world by neku

yeah I think this is the correct way to be about it. I was briefly more in the mindset of "maybe silksong come out soon?" but I have since learned better

still check the team cherry site every month or three tho

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