coming back to this:

i've tried therapy a few times since this. i was convinced by (1) rick and morty's "pickle rick" episode, and then (2) "call her daddy" the podcast.

the first time, i felt very much like i was having color-by-numbers being done on me.

the second time, they almost explicitly told me, "i'm only here to prescribe conditions so people can get medical marijuana or other drugs. that's why these sessions cost $200 and aren't covered by insurance. we usually don't do second sessions"

this most recent time, i feel like i'm very much having color-by-numbers being done on me.

i don't have anxiety! i'm socially confident and i don't need to work on that! i'm not depressed! i don't want to spend 10 hours and $300 across two months building rapport! i have "crazy brain" and i'd like to work on that please!

https://corvimalice.tumblr.com/post/691572542293655552/meowdys-my-ipad-generated-this-in-the-middle-of-a

updated URL!

https://corvimalice.tumblr.com/post/691572542293655552/meowdys-my-ipad-generated-this-in-the-middle-of-a

updated URL

Tomorrow, the 31st. First day is the 1st. B)

SOMEONE'S gotta fix all the AI-generated mistakes my coworkers have committed!!

(this is an exaggerated statement) (i am just being silly, i love my coworkers) (not happy about the AI stuff though)

Oof the worst! Hope you recover soon…

Have a good microbe monday! Remember there are microbes in kisses, the dear little things.

Ok you made me giggle, thank you!

Not to brag but my back is like my entire body the way it never goes out

It was the Friday before the week of Christmas

That would violate the Union contract us posters fought so hard for! We won't let this injustice stand!

i hope i encounter a caterpillar soon...

i think it was a mistake to combine him

need an update on this

Congratulations! Yay grants!

I’ve got kids, so the 31? That’s probably the last day I’ll do work for pay too, but I’ll definitely be working that day.

don't worry, you still have two and a half days to fulfill your monthly post quota

that genuinely sucks :(

my last day was the 20th but that's because I've been a full-time temp for like, a year, and it was mandatory to put me on break without pay for a month

on the bright side, no work for now + got taken on semi-permanently (grant funded research lol)

It'll be deducted from your Post Pay Check.

Did you have a nice vacay?

Same, unfortunately

come to brasil

do the first part but come to Chicago Illinois instead

Ever heard of the "Flabberghaster was Dead All Along" Conspiracy Theory?

sm64_oof.m4a

I’m usually just trying to find someplace quiet away from my family

Very good!! I kept thinking you said "it's so money" in the video, like a slang idk