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flabberghaster wrote

"I once put myself in SSRI withdrawal for fun" will be a good office ice breaker topic later on

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I_got_killed_one_time OP wrote

um 🤓im taking venlafaxine, which is an SNRI. fuck you

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flabberghaster wrote

I'm sorry. I'll do better. To punish myself I'll develop a physical dependence on benzos and then quit them cold turkey

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neku wrote (edited )

man if i delay taking my venlafaxine for like four hours i get brain zaps. not having experienced them up until now? you must have that a+ brain chemistry. for a depressed person. i guess

aside from that, i think this is a bad idea and that you shouldn't do it, but ¯_(ツ)_/¯ youre grown

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I_got_killed_one_time OP wrote

well they arent really doing any thing to make me feel less depressed in the first place, so maybe that is contributing to my resilience. ive been asking for some thing stronger ( bupropion ) for months , but i have to trudge through the first line actions first....

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Caribou wrote

ZAP! ⚡ ZAP! ⚡

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twovests wrote

I was started on half the minimum dose of an antidepressant early 2021 and it turned me over fast, good, and hard. I felt like I was about to pass out. Now I permanently occasionally get these brain zaps, especially in moments of falling asleep, although I'd call them "door knocks".

Awful idea, thank you for sharing! Please tell us how this goes for you. With enough time, Jstpst will become a worse erowid 🙏

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oolong wrote

this is a tempting idea really

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I_got_killed_one_time OP wrote

DONT !!! 🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️ !!! do this !! 🙅‍♀️

i thought it ewould just be an occasional jolt or tingling in my head throughout the day, but it is actually a constant dull and dense headache that occasionally swings a mallet at my fore head and threatens to knock me over with a wave of dizziness.

or maybe i havent gotten to the actual zaps yet. i ll keep it up just for you

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oolong wrote

ok! when i miss a dose, the evil thoughts come pouring in but if you're saying there's zaps at the end of the tunnel,

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flabberghaster wrote

This can actually be really dangerous, I hope you're not actually doing it

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