musou

musou wrote (edited )

there's a lot of cool ideas and good analysis in here. i definitely think that counterstrike was the first time i realized there was a massive split between what i wanted from a multiplayer FPS and what a lot of other people wanted. i don't even really consider the arena shooter subgenre i love so much to really be an FPS in anything but a technical sense anymore, because the market and culture surrounding FPS games as a whole has been so dominated by demands for more immersion, realism, simulation, and of course a whole lot of bootlicking military propaganda.

i don't necessarily agree with his conclusions though. i think all the reasons he cites are good reason to discard the idea of FPS games representing a genre of game altogether. the way i see it, it's not that the genre has fallen out of favor or popularity, it's that it expanded to the point where so many different design choices and priorities have made talking about it as a unified category not really make sense anymore. Arma, Quake Champions, Gone Home, Serious Sam, Overwatch, and Portal are all very different kinds of games. they just happen to share a control scheme and camera perspective.

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musou wrote (edited )

!! is a trick in languages where values other than false count as "falsy" in boolean operators, like in ruby if you have a value that might be nil you can explicitly convert it to false with !!. so if you are a-gender, or anti-gender, or have some other value for gender that doesn't count in some sense as the affirmative presence of a gender then !!gender makes it false. and in my experience at least, for some cases like that, individuals do self-identify as trans and in others they don't.

certainly i fit that description myself and i do self-identify as trans in contexts where it's safe to do so

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musou wrote

this is an interesting point. when i talk about gender with people, i think most i've encountered define trans as like, (gender != agab), but some define it as !!gender && (gender != agab) and i think the tension between those definitions can make talking about this stuff more difficult than it needs to be.

i am trying to think about how to put that in a way that doesn't rely on programming metaphors but i'm not sure i can

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musou wrote

it's so good. i stayed up til 3am finishing it and working on a fan remix of one of the BGMs and i think today i'm gonna replay it

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