while i am not consumed with the darkness, the dark parts grow deeper and more painful. i can see the rabbit hole go deeper even if i am not in it. i can feel the void call louder and warmer.
this was building before the election but now "futile" sounds like a word i might use a lot more in the future
i am also considering giving myself an injury to have a sick day excuse, which, sounds insane? and if i'm considering hurting myself... hey! that counts!
twovests OP wrote (edited )
on a similar note, if someone wants to vivisect and unfurl from my face my sinuses, i would welcome that (sniffles)