Legit I don't get what's wrong with me. Whenever friends invite me to things I'm like... why the hell are you inviting me to that? Why would you want to hang out with me? Is this a trick? What do you stand to gain from this?

I know intellectually that if someone didn't want to hang out with me they just wouldn't invite me to things. But whenever I'm invited to something I feel confused.

People just want to hang out with people who have similar hobbies as them. That's normal and makes sense. But I just can't get out of my own head, where I think "this guy sucks to be around" about myself and impute it onto other people.