actually that can do a lot of good, don't sell yourself short. and yeah as dt said you really can't be responsible for suffering in the world. just do what you can when you can.

also sincey you're a computer toucher, if you have extra income consider giving it to mutual aid, either locally or people you see online having trouble paying rent or bills. this is a very actionable and tangible way to help people that really does make a difference. and if you're already doing that, you're making a difference!!