and for the one person in the entire world i want to like me, i have a sort of poison aura that can only cause grief and pain so i try to stay away, but this makes even more misery, seemingly for both of us.

so far in my life, human connection has only been a net negative

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I_got_killed_one_time OP wrote on March 20, 2025 at 9:06 PM

people dont like blunt people because theyre evil and can only hurt, but its the only way i can be, so if im not blunt im completely silent, which is equally as evil if not even more to some. i just dont think i was meant to be

twovests wrote on March 22, 2025 at 2:31 PM

I've been thinking about your post a lot because it's something that I feel like I have felt very strongly in the past.

For what it's worth, I don't think you're an evil person or anything like that. If you feel apprehension and other difficult emotions when other people like you, those feelings are real and I empathize with you in grappling with them. But do remember that it does not mean they're wrong to like you.