another 800 words. this time on words on to kill a mockingbird, disillusionment, and how ridiculous it is that white nationalists center their ideology of grievance and individualism on Ruby Ridge, and not on the Tulsa massacre or the MOVE bombing.

but i don't think it's worth reading these things and i don't think it's worth writing it. i think i am exhibiting part of the structure of white supremacy by self-policing myself against writing my "racism is fucked up huh" for fear of the social risk of being misunderstood or being wrong about something

i feel quite inarticulate and my brain is very bad. i don't know if anyone sorts by comments / all / new, hope not, but i figured i'd at least write a comment about my unposted post.

"To Kill a Mockingbird" is good though and i think anyone who wants to see it banned in schools should be killed. i think that would just improve the world