twovests OP wrote on February 27, 2026 at 7:54 PM

man i can't not write paragraphs.

i tried writing an ancillary digression to get things out of the essay and ended up writing 1600 words. that's too many. i spent 90 minutes here

i think i am going to keep these words to myself. i am languishing and wasting away writing these essays. demoralizing use of time perhaps

twovests OP wrote on February 28, 2026 at 8:08 PM

another 800 words. this time on words on to kill a mockingbird, disillusionment, and how ridiculous it is that white nationalists center their ideology of grievance and individualism on Ruby Ridge, and not on the Tulsa massacre or the MOVE bombing.

but i don't think it's worth reading these things and i don't think it's worth writing it. i think i am exhibiting part of the structure of white supremacy by self-policing myself against writing my "racism is fucked up huh" for fear of the social risk of being misunderstood or being wrong about something

i feel quite inarticulate and my brain is very bad. i don't know if anyone sorts by comments / all / new, hope not, but i figured i'd at least write a comment about my unposted post.

"To Kill a Mockingbird" is good though and i think anyone who wants to see it banned in schools should be killed. i think that would just improve the world

twovests OP wrote on February 28, 2026 at 8:09 PM

300 word post to ask "hey this is like the bush admin but worse now right? i was a baby then but, this is worse?"