I'm in this server of mostly trans girls who have always been a bit 4tran (on account of being tf2 players, I guess) but things have just gotten worse and worse over the past three years. I'm not super active in it any more but every time I pop in general there's something that can generously be described as being racist ironically as a joke. I've blocked someone who's always posting Nikocado Avocado's asshole and every now and then when I click "show blocked message" it's the gif of him jiggling his ass. Why am I even still here